Last night I spent my first night truly alone..no one here, no one to talk to, no real clue to what's going on. M got arrested, but I'm still not certain why. I've been given two different stories now and neither one makes much sense. I spent half the night trying to find my daughter, worried sick cuz I had no clue what was going on. Scared to death cuz I couldn't find her. I finally came home, defeated and exhausted. Not sure how long I actually slept but I got up around 6:30 to go out looking for her again. What kind of mother must I be to not know where her baby is? So I went back to the address I had been given, still no answer. Drove to M's work and ran into his boss. I had the dog with me too cuz I was so lonely. Boss man took me to his daughter's house, she called me on the way and I got my baby back. No, I'm still not okay with what happened, may never be ok. I was so terrified that I'd lost her forever. I never want to let her out of my sight again..I know that isn't possible though. Life will go on. Now l just wish I knew what is going on with M...
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