Why is it that somedays I feel ridiculously old and wise beyond my years, yet other days I feel very immature and irresponsible? I try to be resonsible and "grown-up" every day, but a lot of times it escapes me. I think I've been taking on too much. I forget schedules, appointments and other stuff, and I'm tired all the time. Even at work, most of the time I don't feel like doing a damn thing, but I do cuz it's how I was raised - to be a responsible individual. I'm getting tired of being responsible. I'm tired of feeling like the only one who gives a damn, the only one who does anything. At least as far as work goes, I'm only responsible for me now, not a couple dozen other people. It's a huge relief. Now if only I could get my personal life together as well as my professional life is. This is the year it is going to happen. I can feel it. I also know I need to keep this positive thinking in order to find success. Everything will work out in the end if I learn to stay positive.
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