trying to keep positive

I absolutely hate this time of year. The store is a mess and I am here til 11:30. I am not feeling well at all and wish I could just go home and back to sleep. I know my being depressed and letting things bother me isn't good for the baby so I'm trying to keep positive. One more week, Christmas will be over, thank God.!

misinformed

My last couple of posts didn't pan out..read: miscarriage :( highly devastating. But good news is, we are finally expecting again. I'm not sure if it's a good idea anymore, but no turning back now. Just wish our life was more together than it is. I am so depressed and upset that I feel like everything is falling apart. Why I thought it was a good idea is beyond me. Maybe there's a reason it never worked out before.