I know we've both had a lot going on, but I'm trying to get it together. I want so badly for things to work out that I'm afraid of screwing everything up. Lately I don't know how to read his moods and I don't want to take everything personally. I'm ecstatic that we're finally getting our chance we missed out on all those years ago, I hope he still feels the same way. Its hard trying to be patient after all this time and anticipating the moment we'd find each other again. I'm trying really hard though because I know he's busy with his own life, trying to get his bar going and getting things back together. Hell, for all I know, he's busy making room for me as well. We'll see.
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